I know I haven’t been very active on this blog lately. My depression and mental health issues have been consuming me, and the side effect of those is that I don’t have the energy to write.
Sounds funny, eh? I don’t have the energy to express how I feel.
But I’m making the effort today because today is BOUT DAY!!!
Now that I’m benchmarked – I’m able to play in bouts.
I’m able to play on my team.
I get to go BOUT TODAY!!! WOOT!!!
I should be nervous. I’m not. I’m excited. I’m looking forward to being ON THE TEAM and doing the opening skate and having my name in a program.
I wish I were in better physical shape – my depression has left me struggling with that aspect of my life – I haven’t been eating as well, or exercising as much – but today I’ll do my best and I’ll have fun… and that’s what matters.
I’ll post pictures from the bout later…. I can’t wait!
