I’m not sure what happened. I’ve said over and over and over… “I AM NOT A JAMMER”
But tonight… at practice… we were running drills and everyone was getting a turn at jamming.
We got to the end and I didn’t get another turn.
I found myself WANTING to jam.
I wanted that star.
I want to outsmart the other team. The other jammer. I want to come out first.
But…. I’m not a jammer?
Maybe I am. Maybe I will be. Or maybe it will just give me a better insight into how jammers think and move.
Gawd I love derby. I think if i could make my living at derby…. I have to get a whole lot better.