Yesterday was my first day of changing my focus and how I see life.
I’m not going to tell you what I didn’t do – that doesn’t matter. I can’t change what I did or did not do – that was yesterday.
What I did was buy myself pants.
Sounds odd, I know… How on earth does that contribute to my overall health and fitness??
Well… remember all those posts about how I was not worth it? How I was not good enough?
I don’t buy myself clothes. If I’m forced to, because none of my friends are passing on second hand stuff, I don’t buy myself clothes that cost more than $5 or $10 a piece. I just don’t. My rationale is that everyone else comes first.
Everyone has always come first. Even when I’m down to 6 pair of stretchy yoga type pants – 3 that have holes, one that looks good and 2 that make me feel awful about myself when I wear them – I think I can “make do” with what I have.
So yesterday, I put myself first and bought myself 2 pair of pants. They’re cute, they fit, they’re comfy, and I like them.
I deserve new pants.