Tonight at derby, the “not-quite-freshies, but not-skillz-tested” ladies were told that next Thursday’s practice was for those who had passed skillz testing only.
I get why.
It makes sense.
It pisses me off. NOT that the decision was made, but that I can’t go because I’m not skillz tested.
I get my best workouts at Thursday practices. I work my hardest, I feel *ok* about myself and my skillz (or lack thereof) and I feel good about myself there.
So. Suprisingly (for me) the news that I was not invited (nor were the other two not skillz tested) didn’t leave me in a funk, depressed, and not wanting to go back. I’m determined to pass my freaking test next opportunity I get.
I found a workout. THIS. You need to watch all six videos in this series.
I can’t do the rope pullups. I don’t have a *spot* to do them. But I can do everything else. I WILL do everything else.
My life, my focus is now fitness. Its endurance. Its getting into shape so that I CAN and WILL pass that freaking 25 in 5.
I’m done being left behind. I am way fucking stronger than this.